[from Adrienne Rich's "Twenty-One Love Poems"] Your dog, tranquil and innocent, dozes through our cries, our murmured dawn conspiracies our telephone calls. She knows - what can she know? If in my own arrogance I claim to read her eyes, I find there only my own animal thoughts: that creatures must find each other for bodily comfort, that voices of the psyche drive through the flesh further than the dense brain could have foretold, that the planetary nights are growing cold for those on the same journey, who want to touch one creature-traveler clear to the end; that without tenderness, we are all in hell. * No one's fated or doomed to love anyone. The accidents happen, we're not heroines, they happen in our lives like car crashes, books that change us, neighborhoods we move into and come to love. Tristan und Isolde is scarcely the story, women at least should know the difference between love and death. No prison cup, no penance. Merely a notion that the tape - recorder should have caught some ghost of us: that tape - recorder not merely played but should have listened to us, and could instruct those after us: this we were, this is how we tried to love, and these are the forces we had ranged within us within us and against us, against us and within us. *
Clogs – Last Song (ft. Matt Berninger of The National) [buy!]
Shaw – Mama Wolf (Devendra Banhart Cover)
Gontiti – Turban Shell Polka [buy!]
June Madrona – Through the Dark Wood [buy!]
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The stunning illustrations of Tessar Lo:



I come home from you through the early light of Spring flashing off ordinary walls, the Pez Dorado, the Discount Wares, the shoe-store... I'm lugging my sack of groceries, I dash for the elevator where a man, taut, elderly, carefully composed lets the door almost close on me. - For God sake hold it! I croak at him - Hysterical, - he breathes my way. I let myself into the kitchen, unload my bundles, make coffee, open the window, put on Nina Simone singing Here Comes the Sun...I open the mail, drinking delicious coffee, delicious music, my body still both light and heavy with you. The mail, lets fall a Xerox of something written by a man aged 27, a hostage, tortured in prison: "My genitals have been the object of such a sadistic display they keep me constantly awake with the pain... Do whatever you can to survive." You know, I think men love wars... And my incurable anger, my unmendable wounds break open further with tears, I am crying helplessly, and they still control the world, and you are not in my arms.
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[from Adrienne Rich's "Twenty-One Love Poems"]
Your dog, tranquil and innocent, dozes through
our cries, our murmured dawn conspiracies
our telephone calls. She knows - what can she know?
If in my own arrogance I claim to read
her eyes, I find there only my own animal thoughts:
that creatures must find each other for bodily comfort,
that voices of the psyche drive through the flesh
further than the dense brain could have foretold,
that the planetary nights are growing cold for those
on the same journey, who want to touch
one creature-traveler clear to the end;
that without tenderness, we are all in hell.
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Hauntingly good pictures, but i can’t imagine getting stabbed through the boob with a dragon demon or humping a fern would be too much fun. She seems intrigued by the anal mushroom probe, though, doesn’t she?